Life In Mono

Something is wrong with my lb account - all my edit buttons and stuff are gone. I can’t put in photos or do more complicated edits to my entries.

Anyway that is only part of the reason why I’ve not been blogging much.

I guess I’ve come to the point where I’m no longer comfortable about revealing things.and.people close to my heart online, and thoughts.and.words I really want to say but not here for everyone to see / pick on / draw conclusions yadda yadda. A friend - the one known as The Nemesis in the bar - recently commented [with some regret *amused*] that it is difficult to aggravate me online because I seldom touch on very personal stuff despite my writings on my blog, on plurk and other online places people that can reach me on. Untouchable. How perceptive of him.

There also things moving along in my life which are uncertain and unconfirmed, which make it hard for me to write about, however much I want to do so. Happy things should be shared, yet I hesitate to.. for now. Do.not.want.to.jinx.stuff.

Some things happening with some people from the bar makes me feeling not just a little discomfited. I’m not close to them two, that gal and the other gal, but I find myself worrying for them; not so much for the former but more for the latter. Of course the worries are based on conjecture, putting bits and pieces together, and kinda unfounded, but I can’t help worrying for them nonetheless. It is not in my place to ask after them though, nor ‘push’ my kaypohness in, so I guess things have to remain as they are.

One word for another reason of my bloglessness: work.

I have never felt so ‘dry’ about blogging before. I no longer have anything to write about. Or maybe I have way too many things to write but do not know how to write. Or maybe I know how to write them but do not want to reveal. Or maybe I want to reveal but am bound by friendship and links and the past to do it. Or maybe I just don’t have the capability nor the time anymore.

So.. til the next time, people… whenever I’m comfy..

10 Responses to “Life In Mono”

  1. # cowg0esm0oon 17 Aug 2008 at 6:49 pm

    yah lor. mine too! =(

  2. # s t a r m | s ton 18 Aug 2008 at 11:37 am

    oh! so mine isn’t the only one. hmm, shouldnt bother mandy about this eh?

  3. # hinaon 18 Aug 2008 at 12:06 pm

    sigh..

  4. # s t a r m | s ton 18 Aug 2008 at 9:13 pm

    why, babe? will miss reading my bimbotic posts? :P

  5. # ifurinon 18 Aug 2008 at 9:49 pm

    i totally understand and feel how u feel about the bloglessness. it’s not that i dun want to blog but sometimes things blogged will jux stir up more unnecessary misunderstanding etc…blah blah blah…

  6. # s t a r m | s ton 19 Aug 2008 at 10:51 am

    it’s also the blankness. like, okie let’s blog… *long pause* nothing to blog.

  7. # Bear Bearon 20 Aug 2008 at 11:30 am

    *rubs nipples sexcitedly*

  8. # hinaon 20 Aug 2008 at 12:19 pm

    haha! yeah yeah bimbotic entries.i also got no inspiration to blog also.

  9. # s t a r m | s ton 21 Aug 2008 at 12:47 pm

    bearbear - urm, what was that for???

    hina - laughs. dry spell for everyone hmm?

  10. # ifurinon 25 Aug 2008 at 12:20 am

    simply put - we’re all drained?

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