Heartaches
My moods get worse during anniversaries of bad events which significantly alter me/my life.
May is not my month. Never was, never will be. 1st it was 6th May, then 7th May added on.
[May is also the month which Hide of X Japan (of above song) passed away.]

*Pensive*
- the core , the sentimental lover
s t a r m | s t May 7th, 2008
maybe if you try to let it go and put all the effort into forgetting, it wont turn out to be that bad. cos sometimes, when u expect it to be a bad month, it will eventually turn out to be bad cos u r seeking all things bad and ignoring all things good.
haha, coming from a workaholic, thats ironic. say, hows the BKK trip? u game for it? somehow everyone’s been silent about it its strange.
jester jester…
actually i did put all my effort into forgetting, but when the guard is down, the feelings hit you like a tidal wave.
but well, in control now.
workaholic hmm? enjoying work? meet up on that sat k.. i don’t care i don’t care, you must go!
i’m game for bkk. actually i didn’t receive that whole lot of email exchanges which have been going around. it was only the last few which i got.
guess everyone’s busy at work, so no time to reply.