plus qu’hier moins que demain

10.s to much determination and grit, got Mr Leecher out of my life. Hurray to me! [Considering the amount of grief and anger he put me through.] Like what close friends said, at least he didn’t suck much money out of me, and a book is just a book which I can always purchase again, and most importantly, he didn’t get what he want.

9.+1 as meimei got married to a wonderful guy. Became closer to the uni gang. Somehow we all fell into the pattern of meeting up with one another quite regularly this year, almost as often as how we did during school days. More settled. Feels like F.r.i.e.n.d.s.

8. Lost too many people around me. Spiralled down into the black hole everytime it happened. Found it really difficult to cope. Needed people, yet pushed people away all the time. Tears and grief - secret places and all.

7. of them. Tao hua yun. Only interested in two. ‘Nuff said.

6. Got rich, then poor. And now, not too sure. So tell me, what will it be?

5. Met a nice and great guy, but hurt the nice and great guy too because I cannot forget last year’s people.

4. places visited - Bangkok, Hong Kong, Shen Zhen, and Malacca. Strange that I travelled to those places as I dream more of Australia and Europe. Anyone wants to travel with me?

3. or more isn’t a crowd sometimes. Found the courage to meet up in real with people from the bar. And then met up more. And more. Had fun, some.

2. months of late Friday/Saturday/Sunday nights out from late October through December. Spent way too much money. Ate much more than usual. Drank a little more than usual. Took too many cabs. Indulged way too much in shopping and vanity.

1. of me around, so couldn’t be there for all loved ones all the time. And that’s how everybody gets only pieces of me. Will try to be a more consistent friend in the coming year.

Happy New Year, everyone.

s t a r m | s t December 31st, 2006

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