s t a r m | s t July 11th, 2006
oh, if only you know
how badly i want you so
to think you seduced me
without even trying that hard
me, i was caught off-guard
as i was looking elsewhere initially
but you came along and dazzled me and struck me blind
and now.. i just can’t get you out of my mind
every day, during my secret moments, i go insane
remembering the way you look, thinking of the way you move
and i longed for your touch once again
to feel you close to me
sliding against my warm skin
smooth, hard and sleek
your body pressing against me
light and suggestive
when i hold you, and caress you with my fingers
it feels so good, so right
and it’s like, you look sexy, and sweet
and stylish, and yummy enough to eat
that sometimes, just by looking at you, my dear
i feel like sinking my teeth into your body
‘cos you are desirable
and hot and cool all at the same time
who could resist all that charm? not me.
i want you
i want you i want you i must have you
and if you allow me to, i will love you
treat you with care
love you with tenderness
so you see,
it’s not just lust,
but love
and pixie dust.
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and so i wait for the day
when you will finally be mine, all mine.
s t a r m | s t July 8th, 2006
sometimes it kills me, because i want so much more – isn’t that human nature?, but i wish there could be more, release me, and i think of it everyday; imagined how it would be like, wondered how it would feel like, tested out how it would sound like even though this is more than i could have ever dreamt of six months ago.
it hurts to close my eyes; i find myself caught between ecstasy and longing, everything is intense, painful. i welcome the emotions, let them seep into every pore of my soul and drown me, yet part of me push them away, and i didn’t know this then, save me, but i am running away and i am running scared and you just have to stop me before i…
if i could travel the continuum of time, i would keep going back and forth to re-live precious moments, not through memories like how the mind always does but by doing so. and you, you would be there with me in every step of the way, protect me, there, and then, here, and now because time would be fluid and we would have all that we want at the snap of our fingers, unlike now where time is keeping us apart.
had we but world enough, and time. love me.
s t a r m | s t July 3rd, 2006
what i would give
to be in your arms right now,
be engulfed in your familiar embrace
breathe in your familiar scent
have your warmth comfort me
and your touch soothe my pain
see you lying beside me, asleep
with the stars above us, our only witness
listen to your heartbeat blending with mine
feel your gentle kiss on my forehead
and let the world fade away
some time during the night, i thought i felt someone smooth the covers over me and brush the hair off my feverish face. i wanted it to be you, needed it to be you, and so i let myself believe it has been - just for a while. afterall, pretending is easy when fantasy mixes with reality.
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