Where There’s Smoke
you know, I really don’t understand.
why is it that with any step I take, I disappoint someone, people, anyone, even some whom I do not have to answer to.
how is it that I am made to feel like I am in the wrong, when all I do is to try to be less for you, you and you, and yet try to continue how it used to be because it has to be.
and suddenly, it doesn’t seem like I am living my life for myself and my loved ones anymore. that my life is actually others’; pieces of me are owned by them, yet what right do they have to demand and expect so much from me?
you know… I really don’t understand this.
- the core
s t a r m | s t May 30th, 2006
i say… u should start living life for YOURSELF. at the end.. when u look in the mirror, its YOU that looks back at urself. YOU will have to face all the happiness n sadness life brings. so y live for others when happiness, true happiness only comes from within??
-dummmmmbooooooo
sweetie, why seek approval from others?
people tell me things, private things, and i feel obliged to act on them.. or in the very least, not act on part of my life so that it will not negatively impact their lives further.. but it’s just making me unhappy. but when i do something for myself, they end up feeling unhappy, which stress me up =/