Archive for February, 2006

Himura Kenshin

s t a r m | s t February 19th, 2006

Remember me when you have gone away,
Gone far away into the foreign land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor you half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of the future that you plann’d:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.

Can I say don’t go? Will it make a difference, since you are forced by circumstances to leave, and I am merely being selfish to my own sadness, and there isn’t really a choice, is there? 8 long years of friendship with you. Through icq, and late night chats, and teenage love, and national youth bowling team, and australian accents, and learning to eat chili, and destructive friends, and bitchy ex-gfs, and breaking ups, and darkness, and messiness, and letting go, and being best of friends, and confiding, and starbucks coffee, and liat towers, and being confused, and providing comfort, and hurting ex-bfs, and more starbucks coffee, and being there, and awakening, and neverending starbucks coffee, and mellowing, and animes, and comfortable platonic closeness, and food, and being that steady rock, and still more starbucks coffee, and doing silly things, and msn, and laughable situations, and more comfort when each are down from love’s pain, and company, and birthdays, and more, more, more.

I will miss you, dear friend, I truly will. You are the first in my life to leave this way, and I don’t know what to… feel or say. Maybe someday we will meet again, will we ever?

Can I say don’t leave? No, I am being selfish. May you be happier there, this I wish you.

So this is how a heart breaks, for a dear dear friend.

Maybe…

s t a r m | s t February 19th, 2006

Maybe…

Lost & Delirious

s t a r m | s t February 17th, 2006

As the day of exams drew closer, I found myself bingeing on food even though I wasn’t hungry but just anxious and increasingly stressed up. Chips, chocolates, coffee [all 'C's!], anything goes. Nightmares came sneaking into my mind, and I woke up wondering about things like vestibulocochlearnerveprebycusis ABRSSEPOAEspiralganglionBOAVRAPTAyaddayaddayadda til my brain felt like exploding. And so I decided that since sleep weren’t working and the time could be better spent studying, the two nights before exams were spent doing exactly that. The consequence of that? I fell asleep for a while during the second paper. Bleah.

And then good things came, one by one. Eunice called, to ask for help and to ask if the vwos need any issues to be raised this year; the relaxing facial for an exhausted me; the funny convo among Ms Ho, Iv-bro, the teddy and me; the vampire convo which.. I don’t know what to make of it; the intention to meet in-between intervals [though it didn't happen]; the call which made my evening a smiley one; and meeting up with the gang at Iv-bro’s place even though all I wanted to do is to catch up on much-needed sleep.

And really, I feel slightly better after talking to you guys. About the different issues. I can see you guys care, even Adrian, and that helped relieve all that angst, frustrations, wretchedness, tears and emotions that have been around for so, so long.

A nice cosy mauritius rhummy Friday night to end the gruelling week.

Dude, Where’s My Car?

s t a r m | s t February 13th, 2006

“I have a bad sense of direction.”

*half-disbelievingly* “Right, then how do you even manage to drive around Singapore? Ok, let’s go, we’re gonna be late for class.”

And then we spent the next 20 minutes…

turning left, turning right, going into nooks and crannies, opening doors to toilets, fire escapes and banks [this was like Alice In Wonderland], peering hesitantly into salons, taking lifts up to spas and down to investment offices, almost stepping into restaurants after going up escalators, face-to-wall with deadends, heading into air-conditioned back alleys, tripping over uneven rocky steps, walking through backdoors of Pizza Hut and KFC, wondering if we did cross any roads, turning into wrong buildings, pulling against locked doors, staring blankly around us…

…just to find for the bl**dy car, because we forgot which entrance we entered from and we couldn’t, for the life of us, remember where the car was parked.

Twas quite a comical 20 minutes if you ask me.

This that I am feeling…. how long more?

s t a r m | s t February 12th, 2006

This that I am feeling…. how long more?

Joy Comes in the Morning [Part 2]

s t a r m | s t February 12th, 2006

The sabotage was continued with the common Suan [lime], Tian [milo with lotsa sugar and an entire can of condensed milk], Ku [bittergourd], La [red chili] food for the guys to eat and Adrian sportingly ate them all up while his brothers [as I discovered some days after] took small bites and discretly threw the rest in the wastebin. Bah. Ms Ho then very innocently and nicely offered them oreo cookies for breakfast, and they immediately saw through the farce. “Wah, there is wasabi inside!” Lots of grumbling and groaning ensued. “Wah, you girls huh!” More raised voices and laughter from both sides. “Wah! Sa! N-beh!” shouted one brother in all corniness.

Because the best man complained [read: whined] about the heat, we nice girls decided to let them in after getting the red packets, and moved on to the next task - a chinese poem which the groom-to-be have to read, but “for every word Adrian recite wrongly, the rest of you have to do 2 push-ups, so ok, down now!” commanded Deb. It felt euphoric, having 6 guys, in push-up position, at our command. Keke. Adrian was really really nice though; he wanted to do the push-ups with his brothers, stating some phrase which I didn’t really catch, something about ‘One All’. It was that very moment which made me see and appreciate what Meimei has already known and appreciated about him from long ago. We girls didn’t let him do it of course, “you use your brains, they use their brawns,” instructed Ms Ho. So he fumbled through the first line with “? something ? something, something something ??..” and one of his brother scrambled up from his push-up position, pointed accusingly at Adrian and shouted, “Adrian! Why didn’t you study hard in school??” Laughs.

This is the poem. Only Meimei’s scholar sister could read and understand the entire thing at first glance.

With a passionate declaration of “I want to marry her!”, Adrian completed the last task enthusiasically - making the words ‘I Love You’ out of a tray of food, and headed happily to the entrance of Meimei’s room with his bouquet of flowers and the tray of food, and at long last… they were united.

Shadows of Yesterday

s t a r m | s t February 11th, 2006

Going back there has always been an emotional thing, especially when the mum start asking [casual] questions like, “so do you have a boyfriend now?”, and all that goes through my mind is, “but.. I… your.. he….. I don’t have… nevermind….”, and I will give a smile as if everything is fine within me and all is right with the world.

One Sunday Morning [Part 1]

s t a r m | s t February 10th, 2006

It was one hilarious Sunday morning at Meimei’s place where 5 of us - the Ya Ya Sisterhood as Meimei has coined us - did the customary jiemei thing and bullied the groom-to-be and his Band of Brothers, who arrived, all spiffily dressed in black jackets, white shirts and black pants - the bad boy style [which I really *cough* like].

The first task was for the guys to do a little morning exercise, with them having to search around the block [there were only 4 floors - piece of cake!] for 7 slips of paper with lyrics of Meimei’s favourite song. The guys disappeared quickly and silently [like Konoha shinobis!] from the fourth floor and stayed away for such a long time, causing us girls to wonder if they were simply sitting by the steps waiting for the time to pass. We later realised [after watching the video on the following day] that poor Adrian actually walked all the way to the path leading to the garden searching for the pieces of paper, and his brothers peeked into all the neighbours’ flowerpots and shoeracks. Laughs.

It was down to the last piece of paper when we decided to take pity on the already-perspiring guys.

Mel: Ok, we’ll be nice and give you a hint on where the clue is, ok? Fill in the missing word, love is in the …?
Adrian [without hesitation]: Beautyisintheeyeofthebeholder.
*short second of confused silence, with Adrian looking expectantly at us*
Us girls: Huh??!???
Them guys: Ha ha ha!
Adrian: Oh… air! I’m sorry, I’m sorry. *adjust collar* Nervous lah… But air is everywhere! *wild helpless gesture of hands* And my stomach’s not feeling well, please let me in.. *pleading look*

Piecing the 7 slips of paper together, their next step was to sing it as loud as possible so that Meimei could hear it from her room, which was the furthest from the main door. Problem was, nobody have ever heard of that song except Adrian, plus, the lyrics were in Spanish. Laughs. So it was decided that the brothers should just croon sexily in the background while Adrian does the lead. And it was a 1, 2, 3, and everyone simultaneously went into a very low, tuneless “eerrrrrrrrrr…..” [until now, I still have no idea why they did that], which caused us girls to clap our hands over our ears in genuine horror and half-yelled, “Hey, this is a wedding, not a funeral!”

The groom determinedly went on to half-sing, half-shout the song, causing Meimei’s neighbours to look over to see what the hoo-haa was all about. Now, I know Adrian can sing really well, but he simply blew me away with that acapella bit. His voice is a-ma-zing. Yes, he is that good. *impressed*

The Q&A section was next, and the groom-to-be did relatively well for the factual part, but poorly for ‘fun’ questions that we thought up of. It was he and he alone to deal with the questions as noone was able to help him.

Deb: Out of these four celebrities, who would Jasmine most likely date? Number one, Rod Schneider.
Adrian: *jaw drops*
Deb: Number two, Mike Myers.
Adrian: *jaw drops even lower, eyes bulge out*
Deb: The third, Elton John.
Adrian: *disgusted look*
Deb: Lastly, Michael Jackson.
Adrian: *stares at us, speechless and..simply lost for words*

Punishment was that for every wrong answer, he had to apply lipstick on his lips and smack his brothers on the upper and lower eyelids. Laughs. Two of his brothers had the misfortune of being kissed by Adrian, and they had a very hard time wiping the lipstick stains off. I wonder what brand of lipstick that was. Keke.

With Friends Like These…

s t a r m | s t February 6th, 2006

I don’t even have time to blog about the past week’s events, especially the past two days’, but…

WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH.

ivanerhoyeehoonglenlajerryqdennisngeugeneteosherylleevictorlum[I don't care if you were on the phone or not]deildeelee[I think you are innocent but still]andmrslohmeimei,

I. AM. SO. GOING. TO. KILL. YOU. ALL.

[but I love you guys all the same.]

Long Time Coming

s t a r m | s t February 4th, 2006

I always associate [most of] the xtomic people as good and true, and xtomic gatherings as clean, family-friendly fun [even though they sometimes aren’t], so needless to say, I was really happy when a bunch of them came to my place for mj and dinner last Tuesday.

Barely alive from the night before with Hina, Kids and sister, I got up just in time to ready myself for Hina and Kids again, who decided they missed me too much and wanted to see me again came down to my place to pass the steamboat stuff.

Hina: Guess who will be the first to come [besides us]?
Me: Err..
Hina: I’m guessing Wealthysalt.
Me: ? Why?
Hina: Cos he seems so on.
Me: Huh. I think it’ll be Ah Dai, he is always on time.
Kids [matter-of-factly]: You two are so wrong. *straightfaced* ______ [someone not in the guest list] will be the first!
Hina & Me [in similar degrees of horror]: Noooooooooo…

Turned out we were all wrong – pretty Deon was the first. oOps.

Sequence, as usual, took precedence over everything else, and mum soon complained that she couldn’t catch up cos Taurus, Ah Dai and Kids were ganging up and playing too fast for her to think. The lure of mj, however, proved to be too strong to resist and we efficiently set up two tables to play, ‘for Pride and Honour’ of course [Beebs, your phrase is going far and wide my different groups of friends, y'know?].

Snapshots of the day.

This is not my house, and we are so not gambling.

If you don’t know Sequence, you are not a true blue xtomic-er!

The food for the steamboat which almost killed my fridge.

And then we transferred [half of] them to the table. Yes yes, Jay Chou was there too [And no, I didn't take this pic, I'm not a celebrity chaser! Hur hur].

Yu sheng, for luck!

During the steamboat - don’t know who took this picture.

Crowding into the kitchen to write on the whiteboard after dinner.

Red wine for xtomic from Percusso, and Taurus’ really extra Yeo’s drink.

The xtomic [incomplete] family.

The final product.

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