Helpless
I lost them, and I cannot find them.
I didn’t know just how sentimental I am until the drops started falling and wouldn’t stop for the entire night. Even when I spoke over the phone while rumaging through the bag again and again, they wouldn’t stop. Even when I search the house at 2 in the morning, half-blind and exhausted, they wouldn’t stop. Even when I tried to sleep, they wouldn’t stop. Even until now they wouldn’t stop.
Was it worth it, Dumbo, to go, I’m sorry to ask that. How, how… I can’t stop the tears, and I don’t know what to do.
- the college girl , the core , the sentimental lover
s t a r m | s t December 28th, 2005
