Closing Up
I am human and I have feelings, just like anyone else out there.
Sometimes I really wonder what I should do about things, how I should react towards situations, or whether I should speak out when my heart cries out, or if I should just sit back and pretend that I don’t feel a thing at all. Helpless fear fighting with my human instincts. I don’t wish to take a step in the wrong direction because the consequences may be too difficult to bear. Because I do not want any regrets. Because things mean too much to me for me to be able let myself have a chance to lose it all. But yet, sometimes, I really wish I could share things without the fear of losing something, anything.
(But that’s quite impossible, isn’t it?)
Answers elude me still.
- the core , the sentimental lover
s t a r m | s t April 26th, 2005
