Please
I, too, am lost. And blind. And this sense of helplessness, of not knowing what to do, it’s fogging up my surroundings. I look around me. It’s all greyness. And beyond? There is no light. I see nobody. Am I in the wrong path? Am I walking in circles? Is there a right path to go? Every step is new. Dangerous. Do I dare move? Should I take a step forward? Or should I wait in this mist for now? Will one wrong step send everything spiraling down? So many questions. Infinite possibilities. I know naught of where to move either, I am afraid. Very afraid. Because there is so much to lose. And everything is so precious to me. So very precious. But I’m persisting, I’m searching.
For your shadow.
For a touch.
For your hand to hold.
Can we guide each other to the light?
- the core , the sentimental lover
s t a r m | s t October 10th, 2004
